Saturday, February 4, 2017

guess what (WARNING TRIGGERING)

i'm back
and just as gay as ever
yall didnt expect it but yep im back and even more of a homosexual than before
have i mentioned im nonbinary? bc i am, and its rad
THINGS ARE SHAPIN UP TO BE PRETTY ODD
sorry that hasn't stopped
it still happens
do you ever have those days where you arent even all that depressed but then you remember that youre probably annoying all your friends with your constant nagging and then you get depressed from possibly hurting your friends
oh also
another #relatable feel:
when u accidentally hurt yourself and remember when u used to cut and get so mesmerised by your own blood dripping down your hand? like its really pretty but that might also be you feeling faint because you actually lost a lot of blood with those cuts
related: when you hear that they used to bleed people as part of medical treatment and wish you lived in the middle ages, when there were no needles and cutting yourself was encouraged but then you remember you're supposed to be on the road to Mental Health and should probably stop wanting to cut
also related: when your family members come over and bring your abusive cousin and youre like 'yay trauma!!'
yeah it's fun to be me
sorry for anybody that i just triggered with my talk of actually wanting to literally damage my fucking body, just maybe dont read this post
ok well now its in the title
also speaking in terms of hating your body i literally despise these fucking curves? like can they stop with their bullshit bc i need them to stop. most 'girls' my age dont have bodies this curvy. can my body please stop doing what it's doing
hey at least i have binders now so i can have a smaller chest (IM FUCKIN 13 WHY DO I HAVE D CUPS)
so that's chill
im fuckin tired im going to bed see all you homoies
that was a typo but holy shit i gotta use that all the time now
homoies
it's the best term since sliced bread
ok but seriously see yall

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